Why is this thing called love
Every friend of mine is happy with a girl
Im just wasting time to think that at the end of the road a girl is waiting
Its was just FUCKING crap
The words, The promise its just shit
I was silly to create songs for the girl
But nw its just Hell i cant think
The laugh the good times man
I trying very hard to forget
But i hope i wont regret it
man its just kills me when We got an outing all of my frens has an accompany while i dont
Its WEIRD
im not like Desperate but Ppl are asking why how what to me
AND I DONT LIKE TO BE QUESTIONED LIKE THAT!!!!!!!
Yesterday i was out with my friends
Buy cigarette for them
Was soo freaking fed up with this shit
that i had already my fifth stick YESTERDAY
Man i dont feel righteous
I was like super fed up with my life i just beaten up a helpless little brother of mine
N just nearly was at a verge of Jumping BUT WATS the bloody fucking point i am not scared of heights in anyway
I DID that many time before
AND Important point
If i die WILL... Will its be ok for them or sad
I was abit pissed when they talked about all their gf n about their Relationship
..
Why GOD?
Why you give me this path
I Knw this is just a test of my faith to you man
But Why? Im not strong enough to endure this suffering
Am i?
If you said that Why
Is it every people i love is in danger
Fion passed away
The girl i will always loved and cherish each moments
Even though she passed away her parents still bother to called me n tell me to
never Back down n never hold back
N still call me Son in law
Fion its been 9 days since you passed away but 9 days feel like 10 years
There is a girl just like you Fion
I just wish that She will knw this pain n suffering
Thanks for the farewell note Fion,
this is like the First time in my sec 3, 4 life that i cried This is a note that Fion's wrote Her Final last wishes, When we search the premises We found this note.. I was CRYING LIKE A BABY
Dear affandi,
I hope you are reading this. I was in alot of pain when i found out that Ashraf was a backstabbing guy. When i first saw you i was like just another guy who can or might be backstabbing. When You talk to me and frequently encourage me. I am happy that a guy takes a good care for a friend.
But i was immune into a relationship.
Do you still remember dear? The first time we had lunch together... i was like OMG no money!!! then i said no need alot of times. but you insist of treating me
Ok.. but when i realised you just buy for me but not you
WHY Dear??
When i told Cap about it he was like Huh really?
Cap say his pay was like An equivalent to a businessman
Like $4k a month
And he was very smart of keeping secrets that why he living in 5 figure but never show it
Do you still remember New year's night
The First time you met my family? You was like Super uncomfortable. But when my dad talk to you alot. you feel like you are talking to your own dad
Do you still remember
The Truth Or Dare game?
You been dared by Kenneth to kiss my by the lips.. You were shocked at first but
When i just tell you to do it. Its the first time we Kissed.
And you dared Kenneth back to be NAKED!!!!
wow i cant imagine how priceless his face was
Still remember the concert that we go
Your 2nd fav band Rise Against
you were jumping like a children just have a lollipop
And on the way home Its was soo cold that i cold feel you shiver
But you still give me your jacket
Kenneth was like Hell man
The time that we coincidence met and walk together at centre
and SUDDENLY Kenneth opened the door and asked GOOD MORNING MR AND Mrs Sky..
Weather is fine care for walk in a park holding hands or wat..
When You talked to me that You cant accept me i was like backstab again
But you quickly told me Hey We cant be couple but we can be Best Frens
The reason why is If i with you.. Im putting a huge risk because "Sky" got alot of enemies
You are hurting me to Saved me...
Dear Affandi tell kenneth he is such a bastard.. Shoot i should not said that
Or else you get the heat.
To Kenneth, Cap PLS Take care this dear of mine Ok?
Affandi My last wishes is.. JUST end Xavier's life for me JUST turn back to Sky for me..
ÁND protect the girl you loved just like me ok PROMISE ME?
And this will be my last time writing to you
Good Luck N Good bye See you next time dear!
Love fion
Fion the promised that you tell i just did.. But i hope the girl part can skip?
dont be angry If its happen i will protect her like you. Ok
