The Fire that soon going to be gone

Heaven or HELL

I am too stress to think.. Why you smsed that?
Am i that bad.. Hell
I am controlling this freakin anger
IF this anger came out
You are bringing the WRATH OF HELL to this earth

SORRY is just a word that i used everytime but i did not mean it
I think MY SORRY IS NOTHING TO YOUR LIFE RIGHT?
I KNOW you reading this.
I was pissed off
YES i did said that but WHY you need to jump into conclusion when
you dont have proof

man my mind was like angry/sad/crying OR wat ever you called it
Even Hafiz told me why am i sooo sad moody at class
I was smiling at class everytime but NOW since you said that Its means nothing
You said you not going to hurt
Its just a test that what you said its true but you taking this even to seriously you just lied to me
I knw that some of your words cant be trusted but i take things for granted
Thanks for the memories that we shared, I knw You are hate me

GOD.. Ow man THIS year is like the best and Worst... even though this will be my last.. I was so angry at that freakin sms you send i punched a wall and make my hand bloody and make a big hole at the wall.. Man i dont knw my real strength.
Just that now its fasting month. I thought that it could be changed but i was dreaming. In a world of darkness
Man knw wat the moment that we spend time together. i was like dreaming

To Michelle
Hmmm Im smiling ok!! not to worry
Just to remember that we are not alone in this earth
What frens are for here in this earth is to help
This two song is called Not alone and The air that i breathe
(If im sad i just listen to these two songs{sorry its a death metal core} meaning ITS ALOT OF SCREAM)
And dont worry ok You can talk to me anytime you want ok I HERE to help
If i still breathing fine I WILL don anything to help a fren in need of help oK
Cheer UP!! SMILE!!! DONT WORRY.. You have a long way to go.. I have a shorter way
BUT hey CHEER UP ok... Jia Yous!!!! hahaha.. Smile I WANT you to smile Ok
SMILE!!!!