IN THE MEMORY OF XAVIER!!
1993-2010
Fion the first promised i have done but now the 2nd promised is just that hmm nevermind
Dear michelle aka donkey
Its been awhile that i known you. This is life dear we need face each challenges .
You are the first and only girl who HELP me to quit smoking
The Constant sms the jokes funny moments that make me think away from smoking.
For someone its not a big deal but for a smoker like me it is dear.
When Fion left me the farewell note that quote take care of her like how you take care of me in previous time. If anything happens remember this promise fandi.
Im breaking down into tears when i heard that your mom know this and we cant be together as couple.
Fion thanks for reminding me this Anything happen is for a reason.
Just let it be i know you loved her and scared to admit it
The words is still ringing in my mind.
I Dont want to let you go dear..
For that in next week i will give you a CD that has alot of reason it meaning songs that ive created for you dear..
Michelle THIS IS FOR YOU A FINAL SONG!!!
Its hard for me to let you go dear, ITS REALLY HARD.. I love you dear donkey from the bottom of my heart i love you. But now things had happen like this i wish i had spent alot of time with you. I dont want to lose you dear.. Yes im abit weird Cuz i supposed to be studying not loving but i can do both at the same time.. Dear donkey i hope god answer my prayers of sincerity dear
N I STILL WILL GIVE YOU THE Presents dear i HOPE YOU can read this or someone up there tell her this I LOVE YOU DEAR DONKEY I REALLY DO.
Im going out tonight like I normally do. I guess it's all a part of the fight of losing you. So I keep myself surrounded with familiar company. Thank god they keep me occupied, if not I couldn't Breathe
It's hard to sleep, hard to dream without seeing you,cuz....
I....think about you all the time. When I....sleep you're all that's on my mind. Well I lie awake to the thought of you back home. But don't you worry, it only hurts when I'm alone.
So I'm going out tonight on a dinner date for two. I know it's awful to say, but I wish she was you.
Wish she'd make me move the way that you do. Would things change if you knew that.....
I....think about you all the time. When I....sleep you're all that's on my mind. Well I lie awake to the thought of you back home. But don't you worry, it only hurts when your gone dear.
Which seems to be the majority of time. But what makes it worse is knowing for you things will be just fine, and....
I....think about you all the time. When I....sleep you're all that's on my mind. Well I lie awake to the thought of you back home. But don't you worry, it only hurts when your gone
How? dear or anybody?
I hope this is not last my frens tell my why the sudden change in my attitude I saw about it
They are a great frens. Shahrul said to me Fandi dont worry bro i believe that she will be back with you..
Believe is a huge word but if you check there is a LIE in every beLIEve..And Donkey just go to the mp3 above^ our go to youtube type Angels Brought me here.. That song its like my upmost favourite song cuz there is a story behind it
WHY AM I LIKE THIS
GOD WHY?
I AM ASKING YOU THIS QUESTION GOD WHY? EVERYTIME I LOVE SO MUCH ABOUT A GIRL YOU NEED TO TAKE AWAY FROM ME!!!!
ITS FION ALREADY ENOUGH??
GOD PLEASE IM ON MY KNEES BEGGING YOU PLEASE DONT HURT ME ANYMORE I WANT HER GOD?
PLEAE GOD when i walked back from home my mind was thinking about her..pls ANYONE CAN HELP ME WITH THIS FREAKING SITUATION... AND QIAN QI DONT TELL ANYBODY ABOUT THIS..
